Thirst of literature

Self doubt often shatters our progress,I don't know how it arises? where it hides? The moment it emerges we completely became helpless, We have a positive begining where it beams celestial lights ,To attain success,, hardwork is not only the key .  Sometimes we doubt ourselves which refuses our passion , dream, energy to move further, Today I was quite helpless sudden thought from somewhere It evokes the unknown questions with riddles how could I resolved , Questioning our ability is more worse than anything,But it is inevitable. Often I heard from people, Without Chaos we could not find a correct way!If yes,Can I appreciate my self doubt? However I have resolved my self-doubt,The phase was too difficult to overcome but after that I had a kind of clear mind set ,I tried to find so many answers for my questions.There I learnt,In life the negative emotions also had played a important role which teaches better lesson to us !

Do you think?How long?What about?Do you find anything? If we ask these questions to us,I don't know how will we get answers, During lecture,My professor asked,What is the primary quality of writer?We had come up with different answers inspiration, imagination, Rhetoric etc  But we do not say 'Think ', Actually I feel we forgot  this word. Yes,We forgot to 'Think' nowadays,We start to depend on technologies rather than thinking,Even our choices or options are listed by apps or Media, not really by us.I feel that food , groceries, project, travel,exam whatever we will depend on technologies not our real ideas . We have so many doubts,but we will solve with the help of AI.This is an unanswered questions,How long do you think?Even I feel we automatically look for instant answer,instant food everything instantly ,May be we lost patience. Actually we are running like we used to tell "Time is running" But where we are running,What is happening? Every moment is fl...

Today, While I was returning to my room from college, suddenly I met a Grandma who is very lean and tall,I could observe the sign of prosaic in her face, which shatters her beautiful smile. It was a sunny day , From the bus stop I should walk nearly 800 metre to reach my home, When I was heading towards my room, I suddenly turned back she is walking behind me , I was surprised.  Then , suddenly she smiled at me ,I also smiled at her and she started to talk with me I felt so familiar when I start answering to her innocent questions she asked about me then I was surprised she is also from my district and she started to narrate her life in Chennai,Then I asked whether she had missed her native place, because she is from Village so it's quite difficult to adapt here,She said that if everything availables in Village (Job opportunities) Definitely she would be there . We had conversation about the old Tambaram how it had been then  , Now how it is look so  rushed and busy place...

I wonder throughout the day  I gazed  at you,through the way  What a serene moment with you  My window shrinks with shy  The Silly fight between my heart and mind. As Mind urges to listen the words of my teacher  Whereas my heart push me towards you Alas!Who could be win,  neither mind nor heart  The little drizzling on your veins  It  showers like a rain  Yeah,None can pass the way without admire you ! your generous heart resembles the Mother  How you soothes everyone's pain. Sometimes I feel you are the Art  Art is you !Your presence transforming me, Adore your Gentleness,You are the strongest kingdom as you usurped my heart!

Today , I have learnt about the beautiful and thought provoking poem "Thrushes" which was written by Ted Huges, Before learning the poem, I thought that it was an ordinary poem about little bird actually my opinion had been destroyed when I learnt about the poem , Really it was an interesting poem .  He presented a bird as raw ,Instinctual force of nature, He didn't use any aesthetic words rather than he presented it's another sids of life which we fail.  to observe.It gives comparison between mankind and Bird Which evokes bird's  intelligence, determination in desire and the procrastination, perplexity nature  of human kind.The style of author , his metaphors , Rhetoric, inversion of syntax were amazing. Once classes completed, I had questions Whether the bird  doesn't have any sufferings, Doesn't have confusion? Orelse We unable to decode the language of birds so we might take everything in nature as harmony, Perfect, peaceful so on .. These questions ra...

Have you ever asked about your mother's school days experience? Today I had meaningful conversation with my mother Where she has shared about her school days, it was quite new for me , The innocence of her school period seems so simple and humble.  It's been 30 years ago, but she shares about her school days with happiness it evokes the beautiful love and respect for school which she has.She did not exaggerate about her school she shared about her teachers and also how she used to scare for English exam, she was worried about English subject ,How she managed to pass in the subject by letter writing alone .When she talked about her teachers she has same respect and fear when she had her in school days , How she did hard work to get pass mark those marks were not offered easily and also They did not have teachers for each subject but they had learnt well . I used to admire my mother's skill in math Even I couldn't beat her in math ,Simply We are depending on Calculator bu...